well, nothing much to sae today.
went to school for nothing. we jus never do anything. and spend most of the time in hall.. first got debates, den some police give speech. i jus practically slept throughout the whole assembly, except the debate part. lols.
went for chinese lesson. so some work and den went band store. oh yar.. watch matt and xinmin sing for dunman idol. hahas. mus vote for them. x) wheee.
so sian.. its like. whether a person is important or not depends on urself. no one born to be important, and no one born to be unimportant. i seriously agree, come on man. how many times u didnt turn up for band practices. how many times u told me were cos of studies. how many times u try to find excuses. there is nothing i can do.. was hoping u could come after exam, and wad i get was another excuse. i had enough of it. no more pls. to be frank, ur existant doesnt really matters to be anymore. i had once told myself, no matter how strain our frenship is, i will still treat u as part of the section. yes, i will discuss with u whatver thing that requires a decision. i will update u about the happenings when u couldnt come. but u really disappoint me. u noe how long u haven been touching ur instrument. i dont need to remind u of that. u told me how much u wish to come for band, but wad i see was how much u wish to score all distinctions for ur subjects. no doubt everyone wants to get good result. but where is ur responsibility. everything work well togehter. u will get nowhere with just excellent result but nothing more. it is a commitment. i see how much u love band last time. how much potential seniors see in u and maybe even now they still are. if u think band is no big deal, if u think all u have to achieve in sch is good results and nothing else, im sad to sae, ur life is so boring. u told me u still do love band. maybe we have mistaken u. but cant u show it. actions speaks louder than words u noe. u wan to get how many distinctions, by all means. but pls u still haf a post in band. pls don let my fren suffer by doing everything herself. u ought to share a part of it. =)
passion. 12:59 AM
